
"Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful." Hebrews 10:23
The following was a post that I wrote last July- almost exactly a year ago. I was getting anxious about Abe's court date. Here I am again and yet the Lord is having to gently remind me the same things again. I guess I'm not a very good student!
My sister used to say, "you should try to get it the first time, because the Lord will bring it back time and time again until you do!" Isn't that the truth? Here I was earlier today- being anxious about the courts closing.
I love Francis Chan's definition of stress and worry from Crazy Love. (life altering book if you haven't already read it)
Stress- says that things we are involved in are important enough to merit our impatience, our lack of grace toward others, or our tight grip of control.
Worry- implies that we don't trust that God is big enough, powerful enough, or loving enough to take care of what's happening in our lives.
OUCH! Why do I doubt? Why do I not trust that our precious little boy will come home at the perfectly appointed and ordained time? I learned these lessons with Abe. I continue to learn them as I see this gift of a child that He gracious gave to us work hard each and every day to accomplish new skills. He is the God of the Universe- He will bring about our court date in His time.
I am thankful for a patient and loving Father that continues to teach me the same lessons over and over again.
Will you please join me in praying for a court date before the closure? There is the cutest little boy in Ethiopia waiting for a mom, dad and 5 siblings to come and bring him home. My heart simply longs to have him here, amidst the chaos of Team Alexander. :)
(post written last July)
do not worry about tomorrow!Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Matthew 6:34
"Do not worry about tomorrow! This is not a suggestion, but a command. I divided time into days and nights, so that you would have manageable portions of life to handle. My grace is sufficient for you, but its sufficiency is for only one day at a time. When you worry about the future, you heap day upon day of troubles onto your flimsy frame. You stagger under this heavy load, which I never intended you to carry.
Throw off this oppressive burden with one quick thrust of trust. Anxious thoughts meander about and crisscross in your brain, but trusting Me brings you directly into My Presence. As you thus affirm your faith, shakles of worry fall off instantly. Enjoy My Presence continually by trusting Me at all times." (from Jesus Calling by Sarah Young)
I was convicted today of trying to figure out all the details- when we will travel, who will travel with us, where we will stay, what route we will take to get there, and this entry put my perspective back in line. I know that at the perfectly appointed time, we will pass court, travel and finally be united as a family. We are prayerful that we will pass court the first time on the 24th!!